Erased a number you couldn't forget.

'Have you ever loved.
Like in the movies where they fall in love at first sight.
Stayed up all night on the phone.
Bragged to the world.
Waited in the pouing rain.
Ran like crazy towards them.
Secretly watched them.
Gone crazy.
Pretended not to see them.

Of course you have loved.
Gone broke because of anniverseries.
Said sorry even after you did well.
Stayed up all night writing a love letter.
Moved a date with your family.
Prayed to God for them not to hurt.
Avoided friends.
Missed them.
Watched their backs as they left.'

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'Have you ever broken up.
Had your makeup erase in the rain.
Cut your long hair.
Picked up a cigarette even though you quit.
Avoided a place thinking you might meet them.
Written a letter you couldn't send.
Get drunk and dial their number.
Had your lips freeze.'

Of course you have broken up.
Hated them as much as you loved them.
Torn a letter you couldn't read.
Erased a number you couldn't forget.
Celebrated an anniversary on your own.
Burned all the pictures.
Thought that all the sad songs in this world were about you.'


Huh.
I can totally relate.

&btw, 1st day of alpha was greatttt. Mr.kim is so...REAL, yknow? Like, he has so much experience. He had a story for everything he said to us. In just the hour that I was there(supposed to be 2 hours, but me padre was late) he gave the class so much to think about. Im actually really looking foward to tutor now. Because I've decieded that I want the choices that he says we'll have if we study hard. I want to be happy and work for something I love to do.

Blarg. Okay goodnight!