E.L.F.

OH MY GOSH.
LIFE REALLY COULDNT GET BETTER.



I've turned into an ELF. Oh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
THANKS GINA -________-







EUNHYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUK <33333

Heaven

GD, you KNOW i love you
But...
PLEASE cut your hair
I'm begging you.
You are a fine young man,
but that hair is NO BUENO.
Dont go back to the 'Lies' days POR FAVOR.
Please and thank you!



THIS HAIR! BRING THIS HAIR BAAAACK!


alysaurusREXX (10:25:42 PM): i just realized
alysaurusREXX (10:25:43 PM): how mean
alysaurusREXX (10:25:45 PM): shut up sounds
williamml1u (10:26:42 PM): it does...every time you say it, i die a little inside

THERE WILLIAM
HAPPY?

Congrats

to Kay Hou for winning c/o 2012 historian!
Let this next year be a good one please!

& congrats to Justin, Ryan, Katie, and Kim; im sure you guys will make sophomore year super duper.

It was a good game guys. All of us candidates tried our hardest and did the best we could.

Am i disappointed? Well yeah of course, a little. Everything's been denying me lately its kinda pathetic. But hey, i guess its my fault for not preparing enough. And i guess its my fault for not getting out there enough.
I really feel like venting EVERYTHING out right now.
But i cant, i wont. Because this blog shit can be read by anyone -__-
...I miss my sister.

Thank yous all around for those people who supported me, voted for me, and gave me hope. I love you guys with all my heart.

I am

so ready for school to be over.

I've been so monotone and unexcited and un-energetic and exhausted lately. All the teachers are BOMBARDING(HAHA jheel & jackie) us with so much CRAP. It's ridiculous.
But im SHO EXCITED for summa! I'm going to be busy 24/7 YAAY! I love being busy; it makes me feel like im losing weight and really important at the same time :D And it gives me less time to think about the serious stuff, and more time to get out there and experience new things and meet new people!

I've had too much time to think about the serious things these days. Aside from all the homework, i just kind of drift off and start thinking about what my future holds for me, and where God is going to take me, what im going to become. It scares me, just a little. All the expectations, the choices, and the sacrifices that i'm going to have to face eventually. All of the hardships and speed bumps on the road im going down on. All of the wrong people im going to meet, the deceptions by the people i think i trust, the getting wiser from every mistake i make, and the realizations that hit me the hardest in life. But i guess that's really what makes you, molds you, into the person that you become. Pretty scary.
But i think i'll be okay.

Korean Air

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHHAHAHHA
Oh, DEFINITELY made my day.

Along with the season finale of Gossip Girl.

Blessed

I am so lucky.
To have the friends that i do, to have the family that i have, to have the life that i live.
It's been fifteen years now, finally! I feel like it's been so long since my last birthday. I dont feel any older, but i feel that i've grown so much more as a person; because of the people i put around me, and the family that loves me. The people who have taught me so much, and that have made me the person i am today. Fifteen years really isnt anything, its not even legal to drive yet! But still, to know that i've made it this far without too many complications along the way sure feels good.

So first of all, I LOVE you Gina Choi and Katie Jagodka. For everything that you guys planned out for me. For collecting money from people to buy me 60 balloons. For buying me lots of Miley Cyrus stuff when you guys know i hate her the most. For drawing Ricey's pants on everything. For imitating my laugh. For making a birthday video for me. For taking serious pictures. For always being there for me. For those long, meaningful letters that you wrote to me. For everything.
And thank you and i LOVE you Ashley Ahn. For my first hug-o card with alot of our inside jokes, which im sure took a long time to make. For the earrings because you knew i lost my other ones. For the floral print dress because you knew i wanted something like that. For the memory box that has lame sayings like, 'sassy', 'giggles' and 'girlfriends'. For making me laugh till i cry. For being the one i can vent my everything to and know you'll understand. For everything.
Also, thank you and i LOVE you Winnie Tai and Michelle Lee. For being two of my first genuine best friends. For all the memories. For all the times i went to your houses. For all the laughs and movies we've watched together. For all the nicknames we would give each other. For yearbook. For always listening to my problems. For liking the same boys over and over again periodically.
Thanks to William Liu and Cameron Sung. For sticking with me since sixth grade. For Dwight Schrute bobbleheads. For liking the same shows. For Finside Fokes. For everything.
Thanks you guys so much for sticking with me through the ups and downs. For the times we got annoyed of each other. For all the sleepovers. For letting me vent to you. For helping me solve my problems. For being my strength. For helping me get through the day. For supporting me always. For enduring my PMS-ing times. For pigging out with me. For working out with me. For sharing your personal stuff with me. For trusting me. For loving me unconditionally. For everything.

AND thanks and i LOVE you's to Shannon Fan, Ian Shaw, Priscilla Lee, Ann Lung, Kim Chiu, Jackie Ballesteros, Lavanya, Amy Tan, Melody Koo, Oscar Chan, Terence Chan, Evelyn Na, Sarah An, Amy Chen, Julia Park, Carol Huang, jasmine Nguyen, Christine Kim, Deborah Kim, Rachel Kang, Megan Thai, and Rebecca Wu for making this years birthdays one of the best i've ever had. ♥











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Mother's Day

Happy mother's day!
Make sure you say 'I love you' to yo mama and do something special for her!
As for my mama...
Well she already knows i love her oh so very much from the card i wrote her BUAHA.
I LOVE YOU MOMMMMMMMMY.

Just got back from noraebang and Boiling Crab. MMMMM Boiling Crab. That shizz is SHO good. Better that Chipotle. Yeah rly! My mom hasnt gone out for mother's day like...ever. So my sister and I took her out today (= Fun stuff fun stuff. Lollipop and 8282 are really fun songs to sing!

And YESTERDAY,
...was OODLES AND OODLES OF FUUUN! :DD Hollywood Bowl with Gyna, Rachel Kang, and Kristin. We missed you Deborah and Katie )= HAHA the part before intermission was so damn boring. Except for Baek Ji Young. CHONG MAH JIN GUT CHU RUUUUUUM. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. Stupid assssss-h koreans have to be so anal about their seats so me and gina moved like, 3 times -_- But its okay cos we moved up with Rachel and Kristin later BUAHA. I love Kim Tae Woo. Foreva and eva. I was the only one singing along with him in my section but ITS OKAY! :D I was so mad when SHINee only did two songs and LEFT >:[ But its okay cos SS501 was afta and i got to see Kim Hyun Joong! <333 heart heart heart. By that time my throat hurt like a bitch.
Then we went to the back where the artists come out and that's when it got REALLY crazy HAHAHAHAHAA. Me and Kristin were waiting for SHINee and Kristin was holding her 종현aholic poster HAHAHA and then the security lady started pushing the whole group, telling us to go home. Then we started walking down toward the parking lot area and then a car passed by with a group of teenage boys. And then a SECOND car passed and a really cute guy was looking out the window and waving. Kristin was like, "Who was that...?" and then Gina screamed "ITS KYU JONG!" so we ALL started running toward the car like crazy insane psycho people and then all the other girls started running HAHHAHAHAHH. And theni saw a truck and HYUN JOONG WAS IN IT ()$*!()&#)(!*@ OMONA OMONA OMONA OMONA! And all the while i was holding Rachel's and Kristin's cookies and chips. But while i was running i threw the cookies back...and since it was a downhill slope...i think it just MAY have hit someone...HAHAHHAHAHHAHA freaking ay best day ever. Then me and Rachel lost Gina and Kristin. Then we met up with them again and started SCREAMING cos we saw SS501 in the car! Less then 10 feet away from usss! And they looked/waved at ussssss! AHAHHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
We were laughing for like, 20 minutes i swear. Gosh good times good times. NEXT YEAR GUYS FSHOOO OKAAAAAY?! (=








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Bad day

NO JOKE. Today was HORRIBLE. I havent had a bad day like this in a while so i guess i need one to balance my life out.
But STILL
It was so bad.
So first, i get up late in the morning. And then i realize i have to shower, so i jump in the shower for like, five minutes and then come out, throw on some random clothes, and go to school. It started out okay, math was fun even though i didnt do my homework so i had to copy Chris's (HAHA thanks chris!). Then we had a sub for spanish so spanish was pretty chill. BUT i guess as i was walking out of spanish, my earring fell out. I was already at my locker when i realized and i was like, SHIT. So me and william tried to go back and find them but it was a FAIL. And i was super pissed/sad cos it was only my second time wearing those earrings; but then i was like, okay whatevers alyson, get over it. Then i go to english and stupid moskobitch has to assign us all this shit to do. And then i realized that i didnt finish my twelve questions for 'Out, Out' so i didnt get a stamp; which means i dont get full credit. And THEN i went to bio and i was drinking water cos i ate the brownie Ashley baked. And then i was put my water on the table and i GUESS i didnt close the cap. And so i was telling michael what a bad day i was having and he was like, oh SHIT alyson, your water! Because it SPILLED ALL OVER MY BACKPACK WOWOWOWOW GAY. But it didnt get inside or anything so i was just like, eh whatever i need a new backpack and stuff anyways; so i brushed THAT off too. And then 3/4 through bio, i realize i have to pee REALLY REALLY BAD. Like, my bladder was about to EXPLODE right there all over the class while Dr. EQ was giving a lecture about biomes and tundras and shit. But of COURSE time just HAD to pass much much slower then usual and make me regret drinking all of that water. And then i have jonathan, chris, and michael telling me to think of waterfalls...stupid dicks -_- HAHA jks you guys are the best. So anyways, when the bell rings i seriously RUN out of the room and i pee. Yeah, it felt good. And then theres drama at lunch -_- People are crying and arguing and blah blah blah blah about the election.
Which i REALLY dont get. I mean, why are people getting all mad and whatever because other people/their friends are running? If someone truly wants to run and will commit, then they should have the right to run without having to worry about being shit talked behind their back, or give up because their friend tells them they dont want them to run. I mean, it's all fair game. I seriously have said that line so many damn times these past two weeks its getting tiresome. It's really about how well you campaign, and get out there, to meet people and talk to everyone, not just the people in your comfort zone. So i honestly think all this drama is unnecessary.
But anyways, i go to pe and i dress, and by that time, i am seriously in a foul mood. Not that i show it, i REFUSE to show my discomfort. But yeah, and Amni, Jackie and I get pens and paper and then Zylstra tells us that we dont need it -_- so i have to waste a piece of paper. And graphics was okay, talking with Priscilla and Chris is fun. But afterschool, on the way to MeGAY's locker, i DROP MY PHONE @($*@&! And i usually wouldnt care but i was seriously having the shittiest day that i just lost it. I started tearing up and almost stepped on my phone.
But i figured, its okay, the day isnt over yet, so i wipe my tears and pick up my phone. And then i go to the dance audition thing and i know like, no one -_- Well i know most of the people but its not like, omg hi! how was your day, oh yeah? omgosh you know what happened... just the Hi! oh hey! haha you like school? yeeup
YEAH but whatever i went there to dance. And i felt better after cos at least i didnt have to think about anything when i dance.
And then i got into my mom's car after the dance clinic and my mom made my day.
AND today's Gossip Girl was good.
These last few week's episodes were shitty and repetitive, but today's made me cry.
So yeah, i know, my day isnt really THAT bad. It really wasnt that bad at all, i guess i was just...pre-PMSing? I know that there are people out there who have it so much worse but idk, today was just not my day.