I am

so ready for school to be over.

I've been so monotone and unexcited and un-energetic and exhausted lately. All the teachers are BOMBARDING(HAHA jheel & jackie) us with so much CRAP. It's ridiculous.
But im SHO EXCITED for summa! I'm going to be busy 24/7 YAAY! I love being busy; it makes me feel like im losing weight and really important at the same time :D And it gives me less time to think about the serious stuff, and more time to get out there and experience new things and meet new people!

I've had too much time to think about the serious things these days. Aside from all the homework, i just kind of drift off and start thinking about what my future holds for me, and where God is going to take me, what im going to become. It scares me, just a little. All the expectations, the choices, and the sacrifices that i'm going to have to face eventually. All of the hardships and speed bumps on the road im going down on. All of the wrong people im going to meet, the deceptions by the people i think i trust, the getting wiser from every mistake i make, and the realizations that hit me the hardest in life. But i guess that's really what makes you, molds you, into the person that you become. Pretty scary.
But i think i'll be okay.