ma!
Sorry we couldnt make today very special =/
You've done so much for me and i dont think i deserve it. I grow a little more day by day with everything that you teach me. You gave me life, love, and care. And even though i piss you off sometimes(alot of the time), and you annoy me sometimes(ALL the time), i dont think i could get on without you. I actually dont know WHAT i would do without you honestly...
I know i disappoint you sometimes and for those times im truly sorry. The thing i hate the most is disappointing you and 아빠. I'm sorry im so 답답해 at times. I know i lack a lot; in everything. Height, 성켝, smarts, etcetc. But just to letcha know, im workin' on it! (=
For 15 years now you've taken care of me with so much love. I think that's one of the reasons why im not as messed up as some other kids; I fucking hate drugs, i dont wanna drink, im not a slut or a social outcast, and i get pretty decent grades in school. You've taught me that family always comes first, and that the world doesnt revolve around me, along with sooo many other "life lessons" that ill keep in mind forever.
What im really sorry for is the fact that you've never really gotten the chance to 'live'. All of your friends can just go out and travel and buy expensive material things...but you cant. Well, more like you dont. You'd rather save the money for something like tutor for me or buy 아빠 a new pair of pants. I really hope, that soon you'll be able do something that you really want to. Because you deserve it. Real talk.
So i just wanted to thank you so much, for everything. I know i cause you lots of stress sometimes, but it's cause i love you. Heehee. You're the best mom in the fucking WORLD 엄마. Your fashion tips and criticisms help me avoid fugly ass outfits, i would nooot be able to survive without the food that you make, and your love gets me through the day.
Thanks 엄마, i love you.
