I'm

such a disappointment.

Pneumonia

So... I guess im not sick anymore
But i was! Mahahah
Hospitals are gross. Fuh and gurneys are sho uncomfortable. I stayed overnight and i couldnt sleep. My feet were hanging off and i was in the ER so it was loud and chizz. Ugg not fun. And the food is like, literal shit. Since its food for ill people they take out all the artificial flavors and all the sugar and stuff so everything tastes like plastic. And its freaking annoying because when i had to go pee, a nurse had to come unplug my IV and my heart rate thing and UGUGUG it was not a good experience.
But its not the H1N1
So its all gooood in the neighborhoooooood.

The highlight of the week i was gone from school:
MY BEST FRIEND MADE ME TORTILLA SOUP & HOMEMADE COOKIES.
NOMNOMNOMNOM <3
Kekekeke THANK YA Shley
It made me feel 654767368965436832x better
And it got me through the weekend thats for sure.
My best friend > yours.
SUCK IT.

I've been

so emotionless and depressed lately.
NO ME GUSTA ()$!()*()@*!(*$#
Whaaaat the hell is wrong with me -_-
I NEED TO PULL IT TOGETHER

우영

Dear Wooyoung,




will you go to homecoming with me?



YEAH?



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Happy birfday

ma!
Sorry we couldnt make today very special =/
You've done so much for me and i dont think i deserve it. I grow a little more day by day with everything that you teach me. You gave me life, love, and care. And even though i piss you off sometimes(alot of the time), and you annoy me sometimes(ALL the time), i dont think i could get on without you. I actually dont know WHAT i would do without you honestly...
I know i disappoint you sometimes and for those times im truly sorry. The thing i hate the most is disappointing you and 아빠. I'm sorry im so 답답해 at times. I know i lack a lot; in everything. Height, 성켝, smarts, etcetc. But just to letcha know, im workin' on it! (=
For 15 years now you've taken care of me with so much love. I think that's one of the reasons why im not as messed up as some other kids; I fucking hate drugs, i dont wanna drink, im not a slut or a social outcast, and i get pretty decent grades in school. You've taught me that family always comes first, and that the world doesnt revolve around me, along with sooo many other "life lessons" that ill keep in mind forever.
What im really sorry for is the fact that you've never really gotten the chance to 'live'. All of your friends can just go out and travel and buy expensive material things...but you cant. Well, more like you dont. You'd rather save the money for something like tutor for me or buy 아빠 a new pair of pants. I really hope, that soon you'll be able do something that you really want to. Because you deserve it. Real talk.
So i just wanted to thank you so much, for everything. I know i cause you lots of stress sometimes, but it's cause i love you. Heehee. You're the best mom in the fucking WORLD 엄마. Your fashion tips and criticisms help me avoid fugly ass outfits, i would nooot be able to survive without the food that you make, and your love gets me through the day.
Thanks 엄마, i love you.

Malo

My life's at the very bottom of the hole right now.

is that too depressing?
sorry.
But umma ever since i got into high school nothing has worked out for me. You know how they say the bad comes before the good?
Well ive been getting the bad continuously for a while.
I'm not trying to be dramatic and shit,
Cos there's people out there who have it a lot worse.
But seriously, life fucking sucks right now.

Whatever.
I'll have to deal.

7-1=0

Forever 7.

FUCK

fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THIS?!?!?!
there is no way in HELL am i going to believe that Jaebeom left 2pm until JYP confirms it.
but SHIT $*(&%^(*!()*)(&%^*(&#@()#!*)@(*)4
2PM isnt complete w/o jay... )=
i am so devastatingly depressed and ragingly FURIOUS right now.
FUCK all you netizans.
Get a damn life and stop ruining other peoples lives.

School

is NOT off to a good start.

Lazy

I can't seem to blog these days.
I get on blogspot and i open up a New Post and start writing.
But then,
I get to the middle of the post and i either forget what i wanted to say or get lazy. I don't really feel like doing anything these days. I want summer to be over. I want school to start...but im not at all finished with my summer work so i don't want school to start.
I WANT INSPIRATION DAMMIT.

So i've decided

that you dont wait for change.







You make it happen.

My family

FAMILYYYYYY <3



We're renovating our house at 1 in the morning.
HAHAHA <3333


싼티!



HAHAHAHHA <3

Wow so many hearts in one blog.
Weird o_o

btw, JAGODKA I MISS YOU.
Sorta. (:

Things are looking up...? (=

Time for a blog

Wowowow it's been a while.
There's nothing really to blog about.
Life's boring and im usually either at home watching Idol Army w/2PM or studying or at tutor.
Sigh...


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[CL]
hey playboy
its about time
and your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
sometimes you gotta act like you don’t care
that’s the only way you boys learn

[Minji]

니 옷깃에 묻은 립스틱은 나는 절대로 용서못해
매일 하루에 수십번 꺼져있는 핸드폰
변하지 않을것만 같아 oh oh

[Dara]

그저 친구라는 수많은 여자친구
날 똑같이 생각하지마 I won’t let it fly
이제 니맘대로해 난 미련을 버릴래
한때 정말 사랑했는데 oh

[CL]

가끔씩 술에 취해 전활걸어 지금은 새벽 다섯시반
넌 또 다른 여자의 이름을 불러 no

[Bom][chorus]

I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e

[Minji]
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minji]

다른 여자들의 다리를 훔쳐보는
니가 너무너무 한심해
매일 빼놓는 커플링 나 몰래 한 소개팅
더이상 못참을것같아 oh oh oh

[Dara]

넌 절대 아니라는 수많은 나의친구
넌 늑대란 친구들까지 타일렀지만
차라리 홀가분해 너에게 난 과분해
내 사랑이라 믿었는데 oh oh

[CL]

오늘도 바쁘다고 말하는 너 혹시나 전화해봤지만
역시 뒤에선 여자 웃음소리가 들려 oh no

[chorus]

[Minji]

난 너땜에 울며 지새던 밤을 기억해 boy
더 후회할 널 생각하니 맘이 쉬웠네 boy
날 놓치긴 아깝고 갖기엔 시시하잖니
있을때 잘하지 너 왜 이제와 매달리니

[CL]

속아준 거짓말만해도 수백번
오늘 이후로 난 남자 울리는 bad girl
이젠 눈물 한방울 없이 널 비웃어
사랑이란 게임 속 loser
무릎꿇고 잡을 수 있니
아님 눈 앞에서 당장 꺼져

[chorus]

-------------------------


SPEAKS THE TRUTH. ^

For those who cant read korean...

[CL]
Hey playboy
It’s about time
And your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
That’s the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
I can’t ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone’s always off
It doesn’t seem like you’re going to change oh oh

[Dara]
All those girlfriends you call “friends”
Don’t think of me in the same way as them, I won’t let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I’m going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it’s 5:30 am
Again you say another girl’s name no

[Bom][chorus]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e


[Minzy]
Stealing glances at other girl’s legs
You’re so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don’t think that I’ll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

[Dara]
My friends say that you’re not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I’d rather keep it simple, I’m too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl’s laugh oh no

[Minzy]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I’ll laugh at you
Loser who’s inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now



Yup. Learn to live by it.

Summer

Ahhhh wowow its been a while.

Summer so far has been...
GREAT! Direct TV is my best friend! MUAHHA
I've seen Ashley and Katie too much though... (= <3

But it SURE as hell doesnt FEEL like summer -_-
Hey sun, where you at?!
Show your face every once in a while will you?
Thanks.

Summer school starts tomorrow -_- Ughhh so not excited. I cant believe it starts so damn early. It starts earlier than regular school starts! WTF IS UP WITH THAT.
Eh, i guess i should sleep now then.
NIGHTS.

E.L.F.

OH MY GOSH.
LIFE REALLY COULDNT GET BETTER.



I've turned into an ELF. Oh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
THANKS GINA -________-







EUNHYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUK <33333

Heaven

GD, you KNOW i love you
But...
PLEASE cut your hair
I'm begging you.
You are a fine young man,
but that hair is NO BUENO.
Dont go back to the 'Lies' days POR FAVOR.
Please and thank you!



THIS HAIR! BRING THIS HAIR BAAAACK!


alysaurusREXX (10:25:42 PM): i just realized
alysaurusREXX (10:25:43 PM): how mean
alysaurusREXX (10:25:45 PM): shut up sounds
williamml1u (10:26:42 PM): it does...every time you say it, i die a little inside

THERE WILLIAM
HAPPY?

Congrats

to Kay Hou for winning c/o 2012 historian!
Let this next year be a good one please!

& congrats to Justin, Ryan, Katie, and Kim; im sure you guys will make sophomore year super duper.

It was a good game guys. All of us candidates tried our hardest and did the best we could.

Am i disappointed? Well yeah of course, a little. Everything's been denying me lately its kinda pathetic. But hey, i guess its my fault for not preparing enough. And i guess its my fault for not getting out there enough.
I really feel like venting EVERYTHING out right now.
But i cant, i wont. Because this blog shit can be read by anyone -__-
...I miss my sister.

Thank yous all around for those people who supported me, voted for me, and gave me hope. I love you guys with all my heart.

I am

so ready for school to be over.

I've been so monotone and unexcited and un-energetic and exhausted lately. All the teachers are BOMBARDING(HAHA jheel & jackie) us with so much CRAP. It's ridiculous.
But im SHO EXCITED for summa! I'm going to be busy 24/7 YAAY! I love being busy; it makes me feel like im losing weight and really important at the same time :D And it gives me less time to think about the serious stuff, and more time to get out there and experience new things and meet new people!

I've had too much time to think about the serious things these days. Aside from all the homework, i just kind of drift off and start thinking about what my future holds for me, and where God is going to take me, what im going to become. It scares me, just a little. All the expectations, the choices, and the sacrifices that i'm going to have to face eventually. All of the hardships and speed bumps on the road im going down on. All of the wrong people im going to meet, the deceptions by the people i think i trust, the getting wiser from every mistake i make, and the realizations that hit me the hardest in life. But i guess that's really what makes you, molds you, into the person that you become. Pretty scary.
But i think i'll be okay.

Korean Air

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHHAHAHHA
Oh, DEFINITELY made my day.

Along with the season finale of Gossip Girl.

Blessed

I am so lucky.
To have the friends that i do, to have the family that i have, to have the life that i live.
It's been fifteen years now, finally! I feel like it's been so long since my last birthday. I dont feel any older, but i feel that i've grown so much more as a person; because of the people i put around me, and the family that loves me. The people who have taught me so much, and that have made me the person i am today. Fifteen years really isnt anything, its not even legal to drive yet! But still, to know that i've made it this far without too many complications along the way sure feels good.

So first of all, I LOVE you Gina Choi and Katie Jagodka. For everything that you guys planned out for me. For collecting money from people to buy me 60 balloons. For buying me lots of Miley Cyrus stuff when you guys know i hate her the most. For drawing Ricey's pants on everything. For imitating my laugh. For making a birthday video for me. For taking serious pictures. For always being there for me. For those long, meaningful letters that you wrote to me. For everything.
And thank you and i LOVE you Ashley Ahn. For my first hug-o card with alot of our inside jokes, which im sure took a long time to make. For the earrings because you knew i lost my other ones. For the floral print dress because you knew i wanted something like that. For the memory box that has lame sayings like, 'sassy', 'giggles' and 'girlfriends'. For making me laugh till i cry. For being the one i can vent my everything to and know you'll understand. For everything.
Also, thank you and i LOVE you Winnie Tai and Michelle Lee. For being two of my first genuine best friends. For all the memories. For all the times i went to your houses. For all the laughs and movies we've watched together. For all the nicknames we would give each other. For yearbook. For always listening to my problems. For liking the same boys over and over again periodically.
Thanks to William Liu and Cameron Sung. For sticking with me since sixth grade. For Dwight Schrute bobbleheads. For liking the same shows. For Finside Fokes. For everything.
Thanks you guys so much for sticking with me through the ups and downs. For the times we got annoyed of each other. For all the sleepovers. For letting me vent to you. For helping me solve my problems. For being my strength. For helping me get through the day. For supporting me always. For enduring my PMS-ing times. For pigging out with me. For working out with me. For sharing your personal stuff with me. For trusting me. For loving me unconditionally. For everything.

AND thanks and i LOVE you's to Shannon Fan, Ian Shaw, Priscilla Lee, Ann Lung, Kim Chiu, Jackie Ballesteros, Lavanya, Amy Tan, Melody Koo, Oscar Chan, Terence Chan, Evelyn Na, Sarah An, Amy Chen, Julia Park, Carol Huang, jasmine Nguyen, Christine Kim, Deborah Kim, Rachel Kang, Megan Thai, and Rebecca Wu for making this years birthdays one of the best i've ever had. ♥











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Mother's Day

Happy mother's day!
Make sure you say 'I love you' to yo mama and do something special for her!
As for my mama...
Well she already knows i love her oh so very much from the card i wrote her BUAHA.
I LOVE YOU MOMMMMMMMMY.

Just got back from noraebang and Boiling Crab. MMMMM Boiling Crab. That shizz is SHO good. Better that Chipotle. Yeah rly! My mom hasnt gone out for mother's day like...ever. So my sister and I took her out today (= Fun stuff fun stuff. Lollipop and 8282 are really fun songs to sing!

And YESTERDAY,
...was OODLES AND OODLES OF FUUUN! :DD Hollywood Bowl with Gyna, Rachel Kang, and Kristin. We missed you Deborah and Katie )= HAHA the part before intermission was so damn boring. Except for Baek Ji Young. CHONG MAH JIN GUT CHU RUUUUUUM. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. Stupid assssss-h koreans have to be so anal about their seats so me and gina moved like, 3 times -_- But its okay cos we moved up with Rachel and Kristin later BUAHA. I love Kim Tae Woo. Foreva and eva. I was the only one singing along with him in my section but ITS OKAY! :D I was so mad when SHINee only did two songs and LEFT >:[ But its okay cos SS501 was afta and i got to see Kim Hyun Joong! <333 heart heart heart. By that time my throat hurt like a bitch.
Then we went to the back where the artists come out and that's when it got REALLY crazy HAHAHAHAHAA. Me and Kristin were waiting for SHINee and Kristin was holding her 종현aholic poster HAHAHA and then the security lady started pushing the whole group, telling us to go home. Then we started walking down toward the parking lot area and then a car passed by with a group of teenage boys. And then a SECOND car passed and a really cute guy was looking out the window and waving. Kristin was like, "Who was that...?" and then Gina screamed "ITS KYU JONG!" so we ALL started running toward the car like crazy insane psycho people and then all the other girls started running HAHHAHAHAHH. And theni saw a truck and HYUN JOONG WAS IN IT ()$*!()&#)(!*@ OMONA OMONA OMONA OMONA! And all the while i was holding Rachel's and Kristin's cookies and chips. But while i was running i threw the cookies back...and since it was a downhill slope...i think it just MAY have hit someone...HAHAHHAHAHHAHA freaking ay best day ever. Then me and Rachel lost Gina and Kristin. Then we met up with them again and started SCREAMING cos we saw SS501 in the car! Less then 10 feet away from usss! And they looked/waved at ussssss! AHAHHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
We were laughing for like, 20 minutes i swear. Gosh good times good times. NEXT YEAR GUYS FSHOOO OKAAAAAY?! (=








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Bad day

NO JOKE. Today was HORRIBLE. I havent had a bad day like this in a while so i guess i need one to balance my life out.
But STILL
It was so bad.
So first, i get up late in the morning. And then i realize i have to shower, so i jump in the shower for like, five minutes and then come out, throw on some random clothes, and go to school. It started out okay, math was fun even though i didnt do my homework so i had to copy Chris's (HAHA thanks chris!). Then we had a sub for spanish so spanish was pretty chill. BUT i guess as i was walking out of spanish, my earring fell out. I was already at my locker when i realized and i was like, SHIT. So me and william tried to go back and find them but it was a FAIL. And i was super pissed/sad cos it was only my second time wearing those earrings; but then i was like, okay whatevers alyson, get over it. Then i go to english and stupid moskobitch has to assign us all this shit to do. And then i realized that i didnt finish my twelve questions for 'Out, Out' so i didnt get a stamp; which means i dont get full credit. And THEN i went to bio and i was drinking water cos i ate the brownie Ashley baked. And then i was put my water on the table and i GUESS i didnt close the cap. And so i was telling michael what a bad day i was having and he was like, oh SHIT alyson, your water! Because it SPILLED ALL OVER MY BACKPACK WOWOWOWOW GAY. But it didnt get inside or anything so i was just like, eh whatever i need a new backpack and stuff anyways; so i brushed THAT off too. And then 3/4 through bio, i realize i have to pee REALLY REALLY BAD. Like, my bladder was about to EXPLODE right there all over the class while Dr. EQ was giving a lecture about biomes and tundras and shit. But of COURSE time just HAD to pass much much slower then usual and make me regret drinking all of that water. And then i have jonathan, chris, and michael telling me to think of waterfalls...stupid dicks -_- HAHA jks you guys are the best. So anyways, when the bell rings i seriously RUN out of the room and i pee. Yeah, it felt good. And then theres drama at lunch -_- People are crying and arguing and blah blah blah blah about the election.
Which i REALLY dont get. I mean, why are people getting all mad and whatever because other people/their friends are running? If someone truly wants to run and will commit, then they should have the right to run without having to worry about being shit talked behind their back, or give up because their friend tells them they dont want them to run. I mean, it's all fair game. I seriously have said that line so many damn times these past two weeks its getting tiresome. It's really about how well you campaign, and get out there, to meet people and talk to everyone, not just the people in your comfort zone. So i honestly think all this drama is unnecessary.
But anyways, i go to pe and i dress, and by that time, i am seriously in a foul mood. Not that i show it, i REFUSE to show my discomfort. But yeah, and Amni, Jackie and I get pens and paper and then Zylstra tells us that we dont need it -_- so i have to waste a piece of paper. And graphics was okay, talking with Priscilla and Chris is fun. But afterschool, on the way to MeGAY's locker, i DROP MY PHONE @($*@&! And i usually wouldnt care but i was seriously having the shittiest day that i just lost it. I started tearing up and almost stepped on my phone.
But i figured, its okay, the day isnt over yet, so i wipe my tears and pick up my phone. And then i go to the dance audition thing and i know like, no one -_- Well i know most of the people but its not like, omg hi! how was your day, oh yeah? omgosh you know what happened... just the Hi! oh hey! haha you like school? yeeup
YEAH but whatever i went there to dance. And i felt better after cos at least i didnt have to think about anything when i dance.
And then i got into my mom's car after the dance clinic and my mom made my day.
AND today's Gossip Girl was good.
These last few week's episodes were shitty and repetitive, but today's made me cry.
So yeah, i know, my day isnt really THAT bad. It really wasnt that bad at all, i guess i was just...pre-PMSing? I know that there are people out there who have it so much worse but idk, today was just not my day.

Zefron

Oh Zac Efron...
You sure do know how to make a girl's heart melt.
You are the ONLY white boy that can make me melt. You have deep blue eyes and and long torso; which makes anything, and EVERYTHING you wear look good. You actually have talent; you can sing, act, play basketball, AND dance. You're not a playa, and you seem pretty smart.
MMMMMMMMM just my type! <3
If only you were asian...


And also,



EFFIN HOT

STAR

IM GONNA MISS STAR TESTING SCHEDULE )=
even though the day felt like it would go on FOREVER
it was sho fun!
& we did nothing in all our classes
good stuff!

JAGODKA made my day today by writing the script
TEE HEE I LURVE YOU JAGODKA! <33333

And MICHELLE
fuck that man, PPG is FOREVER
no matter what, we're real and always have been
yeah we're having our differences right now
but s'all good
cause PPG will ALWAYS come together when we need each other
i can swear on that.
i miss you guys )=

Am i a hypocrite?
yeah sure i am; i know i am
but YOU
WOOW and to think you were one of the better ones...
EFF THAT
But im not gonna make a big deal out of this
because drama sucks
BUT if what you said causes stupid shit to happen
i will NOT forgive you.

Whenever i need to vent...
i miss my sister =/

Choices

These days i've been feeling so ... out of place. Like i dont really fit in anywhere. And i've been feeling so behind. On everything. School, friends, family. Sometimes i go to school and then its over before i know it; like i wasnt even there. I've gotten so quiet over this past year. I used to be SO DAMN LOUD last year. But now i never know what to say. My circle is drifting apart, my parents are fighting, i havent seen my dad in the past four days, i almost have a C in bio, and my body refuses to work with me. I dont understand; i used to be so smart. I should be in alg2 right now. And i damn right should have an A in bio. But what happened? It's not like i met the wrong people, its not like i have a shitty family, its not like i dont have the brains. I have so much potential inside of me and i know it. But i refuse to give more effort than i really need to; or try harder than i have to; or just break out of my comfort zone and speak up, speak out with the confidence that i know i have. About anything, everything. It's like im afraid of what people will think of me if i say the things that are bottled up in me. I know i shouldnt care about that, but doesnt everyone? Meeting new people used to be so easy for me. Prejudice didnt get in my way; and i didnt overthink every single little detail. I dont want the little things to bug me so much, but on the other hand, arent the little things sometimes what matters most?
I get jealous alot more often now. I understand that its a natural thing but sometimes it just overwhelms me by how much it bothers me. Like, 'why couldnt i have done that?' or 'i could have that' or 'why cant i be talented/ motivated/ smart/ outgoing/ pretty like her?' But what gets on my nerves the most is that i know i have talent, and i know that i have motivation and smarts. But it's all bottled up so deep inside that now the top of the bottle wont budge.
Like dance for instance. I continue to weigh the pros and cons of dance team. I know the dance team sucks and has disgusting costumes but on the other hand i really want to be...a part of something. That feeling of consistency, security that you feel when your a definite part of something? Who doesnt want that? Thats how i felt when i was a part of company a couple years back. I go to dance every single day, knowing that i would have something to work on and improve; knowing that my best friends and favorite teachers would be there; knowing that i wouldnt have to worry about anyone judging me or shit talking me. I guess that was why i love dance. It just kind of... connects everyone. You go to competitions together, you sweat together, eat together, laugh together, have fun together, learn new things together, help each other. Everythings...together. You never feel alone. And when you accomplish something that you've been working at for a long time? Like finally making the 5th pirouette on high rel eve with a perfect and connected posse and landing nicely without falling; or finally doing 3 leg turns without falling out of them or dropping your leg; or hitting that second leap without pushing your shoulders forward and having your legs bent. See now that ... that is the best feeling in the world.
I guess everything really just comes down to choices. Choosing whether to stick to your morals or to go for what you really want, even though you know its bad for you; physically, mentally, or both. Choosing what you think you want to do in the future. Or even just choosing what present to get for your cousin on her birthday: A gift card? no, too unthoughtful; this is my cousin im talking about, she's family and i love her. but its so easy and fast! And ive had a long day and i just want to go home.
People get stuck in those kinds of situations alot; i know i do. Those internal fights, devil vs. angel, bad against good.
So really, choices make us who we are, they show what we are really thinking or feeling. But sometimes, fate puts us in our place. And in those cases, i guess we dont really have a choice.

April 21/09

REXX: did we have bio hw?
jamesonlee: yea
jamesonlee: you have to do ch standards practice
jamesonlee: 1-30
REXX: ...NO
jamesonlee: numbers 1-10
REXX: wait but really?
jamesonlee: yeaaa
jamesonlee: no bs
REXX: ..wtf
REXX: NO i cant trust you
REXX: imma go check the website
REXX: if your wrong
REXX: you owe me ice cream
jamesonlee: im worng
jamesonlee: i dont owe you any cream
REXX: HAHAHAHAHHAHAH
REXX: LOSER
REXX: you do owe me ice cream
REXX: and 100$
REXX: im gonna write it down
REXX: so i never forget

1) Jameson owes me ice cream & 100$

REXX: you fag
KIDZ xx: you know it nig
REXX: alyson: 1 tandy : 0

2) Tandy is a fag & Alyson is a winner

kook (10:19:18): it doesnt feel like 10:19
REXX (10:19:25): IT FEELS LIKE ITS 7
kook (10:19:26): it feels like freakin' 7 because it is so hot !

kook (10:40:27): we should al lmake our posters togehter :D
REXX (10:40:29): we can campaign and make posters together

3) Evelyn and I are mind readers

kook: occasionally i talk to santaclaus
REXX: HAHAHAHAHHAHAH
kook: but im mad at him.
kook: he calls me a hoe a lot.

4) Oh Evelyn...

choi: THEY'RE MAKING A HIGHKICK NUMERO DOS
choi: but it says that they might not cus all the younger kids are like SUPER famous now so it's hard for them to do it
REXX: they have to bring back jung il woo and kim bum
REXX: and kim hye sung
REXX: even though hes kinda gay
choi: no one can pull off kimbum & hyesung's bestfriend relationship !

5) BRING BACK ZEEE HIGH KICK!


Man i've had some good conversations today (=

:OOO

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...?!
OH FUCK YEAH
IM SO EXCITED I DONT HAVE TO PEE ANYMORE

So why

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW. I GUESS...



WSUP 'GET UP OFFA THAT THANG'?! (=

Productive, much?

So Alyson, what'd you do over spring break?

HMM, WELL I...

- rewatched coffee prince
- fell in love with gong yoo & kim dong wook again
- slept LOTS ((=
- ate LOOOTS
- rewatched Heroes season 1
- caught up on Gossip Girl
- did some shoppang
- ate even more
- went to church erry single day of the week except for tuesday
- bonded with Mary An
- FINALLY saw Catalina and Yejean
- chilled with my mom
- ate lots of fro-yo WOO!
- tried to exercise and lose some weight
- ^FAILED
- tried to not push off bio homework till the last day of break
- ^^EPIC FAIL

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeup.
Most productive spring break, uh, EVER!
& also the BEST spring break ever.
And i just realized that i socialized very little over this break...
And that i just used the word 'break' in the last three sentences...
But hey, who needs friends when you've got taro frozen yogurt, dramas to re-watch, a pair of sweats and a big, comfy shirt?!



FML OF THE DAY
Today, I was running down the hallway when a door opens and hits me right on the face. I'm sitting there with my nose bleeding and a huge bump forming on my head. The guy who comes out is hugely fat, tries to help me up, trips, and falls on me. I accidentally groped his moobs while trying to push him off. FML

SPRING BREAK

HAS OFFICIALLY STAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARTED!
YAYAYAYYAYAY WHOOO WHOOO WHOO WHOO HOORAY YIPEE

i've been waiting for this since the minute winter break ended!
Now i can finally:
catch up on my countless hours of lost sleep,
PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY,
catch up on some dramas,
rewatch boys over flowers,
EAAAT,
grow? (PLEASE!),
LOSE SOME WEIGHT,
study for star testing =/,
BLOG SOME MOORE!,
plan out my LIFE.

yay! Me ENCANTA las vacacciones! (=



FML OF THE DAY
Today, I tasted the rainbow. By that, I mean a homeless man hit me in the face with a bag of Skittles for not giving him money. FML

Boys Before Flowers...

IS REALLY OVER.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOO )=

The ending was kinda eh
And i cant believe they didnt let Ga Eul and Yi Jung kiss -____-
but whatever, they all looked super hot in it (=

*($)(*^~!()$& i'm going to miss it so muchhh D:
ASDF IM SO SAAAAAAAD
BRING LEE MIN HO BAAACK





GOODBYE MY MOST FAVORITEST DRAMA IN THE WHOLE WIDE WOOORLD <33

I'm probably gonna start rewatching it tomorrow...
Teehee.


FML OF THE DAY
Today, my friend told the cute waiter it was my birthday. He brought out a dessert with a candle and put a huge sombrero on my head. Everyone at the restaurant started singing me happy birthday. I got embarrassed and put my head down. My sombrero caught on fire. FML

Oh evelyn na

3/31/2009 9:00pm
dude poo does condense in your body. o_o i had diarreah today and it smelled so bad but now my stomach feels better

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH LOLOLOL EVELYN NA YOU DAY-MAKER <3


FML OF THE DAY
Today, I had to log in to my computer on a projector in front of business associates at my dad's architecture firm. I typed in my username and apparently didn't hit the tab key hard enough, so I typed my password in the username box. The entire firm now knows my password is "tits123". FML

another survey...

-Do boys or girls have life easier & why?
boys cos all they have to deal with are boners

-If your best friends would be 100% honest, would you really like that?
hmm probably not

-Strict teacher who taught a lot or a fun who didn't?
strict teacher who taught a lot

-If you could travel into past, where would you go?
MIDDO SCHOOOOOOOOOOO

-Can you be trusted with secrets?
well i think so

-What moment from your past would you capture on video?
oh my lord there are so many

-The person you dislike most: name something good about them.
hmmm, well i have to say, miley cyrus is skinny and she has a pretty face
but i still wish she would go jump off a cliff and land into a pile of hungry blood sucking LEEEEEEECHES
im not a violent person, really.

-If you could be invisible, what's the first thing you'd do?
OMGOSH TAKE CLOTHES FROM THE MAAAAAAAALL

-Did you ever get in a mess for telling a lie?
hasnt evveryone?

-Pill to make you braver or one to make you smarter?
smarter

-Would you rather more love or presents from your parents?
love

-Would you take an offer to kiss a crush in front of your class?
noo i hate pda

-Did you ever mess up a relationship?
sorta.

-Uniform or choose ur own clothes in school?
my own clothes

-Are you in a hurry to grow up?
no

-If you had to change lives with a friend for a day, who would you pick?
hmmm proooobably katie

-What is one thing you'd change about your parents?
nothing; i love the way they are (=

-Math or English?
math

-Science or History?
SCIENCE x100

-Ever been heartbroken?
yeah

-If so, r u healed?
pretty much

-What is the best quality you got from ur dad?
my smile

-Best quality you got from your mom?
my "V" line HAHHA

-Worst from dad?
MY EYES >:OOO

-Worst from mom?
bad vision -_-

-Who are you closer to: mom or dad?
both

-Does your family approve of your bf/gf?
i dont have one

-Do you consider your siblings friends?
YEEES MY BESTEST FRIEND (=

-What are three most important qualities in a friend?
funny, trustworthy, genuine

-What is ur best summer memory of 2007?
HAHAHAH GOING TO WINNIES HOUSE ALMOST ERRYDAY

-Are your grades as good as they should be?
noo ):

-What are you most proud of having done?
this month? getting over a not-eating-tomatoes habit

-Last time you told your parents you loved them?
last week?

-Last time they told you?
not too long ago ;D

-Would u eat a spider to meet your favorite celebrity?
OH YES I WOULD

-If you could change one thing about your looks, what would it be?
MY EYES *($!&*(~

-One thing about your personality?
ultimate procrastinator -_-

-What's the best trick you played on someone?
AHHAH theres so many

-Best birthday you ever had?
14th birthday ;DD

-Would you accept braces?
if i had ooglay teeth

-Would you accept glasses?
yesh

-Would you date outside your race?
yeah sure

-Would you date someone taller?
mhm

-Someone shorter?
maybe

-Someone overweight?
no

-Someone underweight?
NO

-Believe in love at first sight?
no

-Is your bf/gf in same school?
what boyfriend

-# 1 quality (besides looks) in a bf/gf is:
personality/humorous/not douchebaggy/honest

-What do you think is the hardest thing about growing up?
hmm

-Best thing to do when you feel sad?
stuff my face and rewatch my favorite shows/dramas

-Anything that scares u even though you know there's no reason to be afraid?
death

-Ever blamed for something you didn't do?
yeah

-Would you rather repeat a grade in school OR gain 40 lbs?
gain 40 lbs
i am NOT a failer

-What do you dislike most about yourself?
my procrastination habit and stubborness

-Best thing about school?
spirit weeks, meeting new people, per. 4 bio honors, breakfast burritos, and gummy bears from the student store

-Worst thing about school?
grades, tests, essays, apbr's, moskobeyotch, running

-If you got too much change in a store, would you tell them?
i probably would realize it till i got home so no i guess

-What really gets on your nerves?
miley cyrus, unhonest/un-genuine/insincere/rude/cocky people, my hair, not knowing what a song on the radio is, my procrastination habit, knowing i could've done better if i gave it a little more effort but i didnt, it goes on and on

-What's most important lesson you have learned?
this month: DO NOT lay things back; do it the second you think of it



FML OF THE DAY
Today, whilst my parents and I were out, my older brother thought it would be funny to play porn on my computer. At full volume. With my window wide open. Now my next-door neighbors tell their kids I'm a spawn of Satan, and the weird guy from across the street winks at me. FML

I think I blog too much

- ANSWER AS turn on, turn off OR don't care.


GIRLS FILL THIS PART OUT:

Wears a grill: NASTY

Dresses Gangsta: no

Dresses Preppy: not homosexual preppy

Dresses Athletic: no thanks

Dresses Emo: NO

Dresses hick: wtf is hick

Has green eyes: yeah sure

Has brown eyes: yeah sure

Has hazel eyes: yeah suuure

Has blue eyes: MMM ZAC EFRON <3

Drinks alcohol: whatever

Smokes Weed: NO x9000000000

Smokes cigs: NO x1000

Plays sports: yeah sure

Smiles a lot: on on on on on

Has blonde hair: off

Has brown hair: whatever

Has black hair: whatever

Has red hair: not on an asian boy

Has no hair: HAHAH NO

Good dancer: OH BABY OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON

Wears jewelry: not too much

Tattoos: just no sleeves please

Laid back: yeah sure

Plays guitar: ON ON ON YUMMY CALLOUSES

Plays drums: oon

Plays bass: whatever

Raps: IN KOREAAAAAAN (=

Bites your bottom lip when making out: i dont know o_ox

Can draw: on i guess

Has a lip ring: OFF OFF OFF OFF

Has a tongue ring: BLEUGH OOOOOOOOFF

Nipples pierced: AHHAHAH DISGUSTING

Hugs you: ON

Hugs from behind: ON ON ON

Creative: on

Calls you just to hear your voice: not often

Religious: yeah sure

Goes to church: YESS

Kisses you on the neck: i guess?

Brutally honest: just honest

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Why aren't you going out with the person you like?
good question

How has this past week been for you?
it was preeeeetty good thanks for asking (;

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
let them go

"If you love something let it go.
If it never comes back, you never had it.
If it comes back, it's yours forever."
-Doug Horton

Do you do your own laundry?
HAHA no
my poor mom

Is it cute when you get kissed on the forehead?
yeaah

What are you listening to?
sorry sorry HAHHA damn it gina choi

Do you currently have a hickey?
noo

When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
today

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
AUTUMN

When was the last time you cried really hard?
watching episode 23 of boys before flowers
my shirt was wet with tears and a pile of snot filled tissues
whoo! best drama EVER

Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
yeah

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
yeah sure

Did you ever lose a best friend?
yeah.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
No. you have to work for it

Can you play guitar hero?
yees
but i am MASTER at tap tap

How many piercings do you have?
2

How's your heart lately?
it's not too bad, thanks for askin'

Are you a jealous person?
isnt everyone

Any plans for tomorrow?
i wish

Do you bump into someone’s arm if you want to hold their hand?
HAHA actually sometimes

Where's the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
hmm i dont know

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
i sure hope so

What's the last thing you laughed at?
episode 19 of the office

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
sister

Does the thought of marriage scare you?
not really

What colour are your eyes?
brown

Who do you hate currently?
miley cyrus
always and forever.

Did you have 8 hours of sleep last night?
i never get a full 8 hours of sleep

Say you marry the last person you texted what's your new last name?
Na
HAHHAHAHAHAH freaking evelyn

When was the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
not too long ago

How many cell phones have you had in your life?
alot-ish

Were you happy when you woke up today?
NO -_-

Are you missing someone?
always

Did you ever want to be a lawyer?
actually, yes

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
sister

Look in your inbox in your phone, who are all the people you have texts from?
evelyn, ashley, william, randy, gina, aggie, tim, megan, unnie, mommy, jeff, karen unnie, ann, audrey
wow maybe i text too much

Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?
i would be able too, but i wouldnt like it

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
naw

Is there someone in your life you don't want in it?
MILEY CYRUSSS

Where do you see yourself in the next 2 years?
in school getting accepted into the colleges i want to go to

What makes you not be able to sleep?
my sister bothering me HAHA

What is the closest green object to you?
glue stick

Would you ever get a tattoo?
yeah sure

Have you ever seen a dead body?
not in person

Do you like voicemails?
no -_-

How many more days until your birthday?
two monthes

What does your father call you?
panda, aly

What is your first and middle name?
alyson jean

What is the best thing about winter?
pretty winter coats!

Whats on your mind right now?
sleeping

Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else?
yes

Do you hate being alone?
alot of the time

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
yeeeup

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
yes

Do you text message a lot?
HAHA yes
much too much







Oh my lord ive been filling out surveys for the past HOUR -_-
I have too much time on my hands...



FML OF THE DAY
Today, I decided to cheat on my math test by writing a couple equations on my hand. Totally satisfied, I handed my test in feeling like I had aced it. As I was heading toward the door, I happily waved goodbye to my teacher. She saw everything. FML

21

I am so excited





for the female big bang!
Yayay i love Sandra Park and Park Bom!
But "21", really? They couldn't be a LITTLE more creative than that? -_-

TODAAAAAAAAAAAY was nerd day














Yay for good times, pleather vests, spirit week, and per. 4 bio honors!
too bad megan bailed on me...
BAILER!
(=

The cough medicine is making me so drowwwwwwwsy
But im too lazy to go upstairs and wash up
ughhhhhhh this is why i keep gaining weight -_-

OMONA and YAAAAAAAAY for botanic gardens tomorrow!
Its at 945 am
which means NO KOREAN SCHOOL AY BAY BAY

Okay i cant take it anymore
i can barely keep my head up.
1103?! Thats the earliest ive slept in MONTHES.


LOLLI LOLLI LOLLIPOP
LOLLI LOLLI LOOOOOOOOLLIPOP


FML OF THE DAY
Today, my town had a carnival to raise money for cancer. I ran a kissing booth, when a really cute guy came up paid his $20, looked at me, and said "not even for cancer." He took his money and left. FML

It's official pt.2

omygoodness

I HATE WHEN I POST THE SAME POST TWICE AND I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE IN THE SECOND ONE COS I DONT KNOW HOW TO DELETE A POST -_____________________-


FML OF THE DAY

Today, I was setting up my laptop's fingerprint scanner. It worked, but in the name of science, I decided to put my penis on it to see if it could recognize it. When I was trying to login via my penis print, my mom walked in. FML

It's official

BBF is officially my most favoritest drama on the face of this planet ever.
EVER.
EVER EVER.
x10000000

It used to be Hanadan ftw
But now...
KOREAN PRIDE
WHOOOOOOO
YAY FOR HOT KOREAN BOYS:

LEE MIN HO
KIM HYUN JOONG
KIM BUM
KIM JOON

FTW FTW FTW FTW!



FML OF THE DAY
Today, my friends decided that I eat too many snacks. To emphasize this point, they went behind my back and printed 300 pages with my face and the words "NO SNACKS" on them. They were posted in every academic building on campus, including every room I have class in. FML

So was it just me...

or did hyun joong look ESPECIALLY hot in yesterdays episode of BBF?




naaaaaaam'sayin'?!
like, DEYAM i literally swooned whenever he stepped onto screen.

oh, and kim joon too:


HACE CALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR <3



speaking of hot, WHY was today so hot?
its no bueno when you start your period and have zylstra as your pe teacher
NO BUENO I SAY
yeah, so i should PROOOBABLY finish my essay
that ive been working on since 8...
its 1220 now...
PATHETIC.


FML OF THE DAY

Today, my girlfriend dumped me proclaiming she wanted someone more like her "Edward". I asked her who Edward was. She held up a copy of her "Twilight" book. She was talking about a fictional vampire. FML

HAHHAHAHAHHAHA LOLOLOLOLOL